Thursday, August 14, 2008

Finally a rest

Wow, it have really been a though day. From 11th till today, i was working in Kuala Lumpur Convention Center and most importantly!!!! 11th of August was my BIRTHDAY !!! and i had to work... How unfair is that ???

But anyway, i really did have a great time there and was and is very happy to get to know so many new people.. The whole event was a success in my point of view even there were some setbacks here and there... But all in all, i still think that the event went on quite well ^^

Another thing i would like to chat about is on 10th of August. That day was a Sunday. As i slept quite late on Saturday night because i went out clubbing which was really really awesome, I woke up quite late and after waking up and cleaning up myself. I went out to have my branch and then head to the hotel cum apartment that was reserved by my parents for my birthday. Even though the apartment was very badly maintained and it wasn't quite nice stay, I still appreciate all the efforts my parents went through for this.

I know they must have put in a lot of effort to ensure i was happy on this day... That afternoon i went or a walk in Pavilion wit my mum and later in the evening I had my dinner in Sakae Sushi in Pavilion. After dinner, we walked all the way to Times Square to have a piece of cake in Secret Recipe even though we walked the long way which took like an hour to reach and felt tired when we reached there. I was still very happy to know that my parents were doing their best so that i am happy always!!! I really appreciate it and would like to say thousands and thousand of thanks to them for always trying their best to give me everything i want.

Now, as for today... I am so so so happy that the event is finally over but at the same time i'm a little sad to know that it has ended as i am very happy knowing all the guys in this event and i hope i will still stay in touch with these guys...

Lastly, when i reached home and went back to my room, guessed what i found lying on my bed ???

MY OWN CREDIT CARD !!!!! WOW !!! I finnaly get a credit card!!! i am so so astonished and happy at the same time and would like to thank my mum as she was the one responsible for getting my credit card done for me !!!!

Luv u guys , mum and dad.... Sis too !!^^

Thursday, July 31, 2008

A thought of the day

This morning i woke up at 8 something. Then i went out with my parents for breakfast in Kayu. According to my sis, she said that they serve quite a nice plate of rote canai. From what i heard, the place started as a small hawker stall but now it has 2 units. The whole place is air conditioned and the atmosphere is quite good. As my sister said, the food that they serve are quite good but as the saying goes, 一分钱一分货. It actually means u pay a higher price for a better quality.

After breakfast, we went home and dad went to work. As soon as we reached home, mum being mum, started to do the household chores. She was peeling the anchovies for me to bring over. Seeing that mum was doing it all alone, then i brought my computer down to watch it while peeling the anchovies.

To tell the truth, i didn't like doing that but i promised to help and in the end i will be using it so,
In the end i peeled it from 9 something to 1pm. After that, i went to prepare myself for the Microsoft Tech.Ed briefing in KLCC tower 2 level 29.

Then around 2 i went to the LRT station to go to KLCC. And after the briefing, i went back home. The briefing ended around 6.30pm. I called home to ask what should i do next. Mum said that i should call when i am near the house so they could come and fetch me in the LRT station.

But when i am near to my house, i called my dad's and mum's hand phone number but both of the numbers went straight to the voice mail box. When i finally got through them at the house number, I found out that mum was on the phone and dad's was downstairs.

I understand mum not being able to pick up the call as she is on the other line. But as for dad, i really have no idea why on earth does he have a hand phone when he is always engaged no matter whenever we call him ?

I am quite mad about this. But why i have no idea. I was very happy and was in a cheerful mode when i was with my friends in the briefing in KLCC. But then, when i couldn't contact my parents i don't understand why i am so angry.

Saturday, July 26, 2008

Silence

Today, i woke up by the sound of my parents quarreling. Even though i am already almost 18, i always feel scared and bad when i hear my parents fighting. It feels so bad. Luckly, by the time i woke up the 2nd time to have breakfast. My parents were a little better even though there were still some tension.

After having a delicious breakfast which cost a fortune( nasi lemak for 3 cost RM27), we went straight to Tesco as mum decided to cook salmon fish head. But luck weren't on our side that day. We didn't get to buy the fish head. But instead, we bought a lot of stuff that i think we didn't intend of buying.

After shopping, we went to Ikano Power Center to buy the overcoat that me and my mum had looked the day before. It cost RM400 after discount, during the 1st try a few days back , it looked very nice on me. But i don't know why it didn't ..

Anyway, i tried it on and went back to that place the second time in that day. This time accompanied by my father. At last, we made a decision not to buy it. Luckily i didn't buy it when dad gave the green light without checking it.

During the day, other than shopping, we spent most of the time at home with people trying to fix my stupid laptop. After listening to ideas from a lot of people. We have decided to use Uncle Raymond's idea.

I hope that this time, my laptop will be compatible with my school's software. I really hope so!!

Oh yeah, i finish watching silence, the series(深情密码) I really like this series a lot. I haven't the slightest bit of idea as to why. All i know is that this show is something that reminds me of the loved ones we have all around us. It also makes me realize how important it is for us to spend our time wisely as we may not know if this is the last time we will be seeing someone or doing something.

Monday, July 14, 2008

Views ??

Today is just like any other days like before. We all wake up and do the exact same thing we did last Monday, the one before the last Monday and so on and so forth. Sometimes do you wonder aren't the life we are leading a little bit over routine liked and fixed ?

OK, maybe this Monday maybe a little different as some of you may have experience the uneventful road blocks placed by the police to prevent any protest from going on. And after causing a massive jam all over the city center, at the end of the day it was a success rite ??? Hehehe. Nice one really.

Other than that, today was pretty uneventful. I went to work, and since they think i type much faster than any of them which isn't true in any sense, I was given double the workload and was expected to finish it at the same time. Nuts rite?? But, welcome to reality guys. Nothing much to fret of actually.

Sometimes, do you wonder, what you have done for your friends and family. Do they know and appreciate it?? Do they know that what you are doing is for them ?? Is it really necessary to do such a thing in order to get or court a girl that you like?

I do think of myself as a fool once in a while. Sitting down in a corner, squeezing my brain juices and wondering why on earth would i have done that and why did i choose to do anything like that in the first place. We may amaze ourselves by the way we do thing that we thought that we would never be doing.

I have no idea what i have wrote above and have no clue what i will write next. For now, I just feel like having someone by my side to lend me a shoulder and let me just lie on it. I do not think that i still have any guts to tell my worries to my friends as i find that i can really rely on any of them.

I still can't make up my mind on the girl i like. I really want to try my best to court her but at most of the times her reactions just make me feel like she is ignoring me and makes me feel very left out. Seeing her rather chat with her ex over me makes me wonder if she really cares about me ??

I have been back for more than 3 weeks already and she hasn't been replying my messages lately, not calling me, not going on9 and how on earth am i supposed to contact her other than calling which i can afford to do it every single freaking day because my family is having financial problems ??? What the hell am i supposed to do ???

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Seeing Back Old Friends

Yesterday a friend of mine came to my house, but he had to leave early for work and he needs me to accompany him to kl sentral station, so i had no choice but to wake up and accompany him. The funny thing is, i brought him out for breakfast and i ate pork noodles and when i was half way sending him, my sister asked me if i want to join the family for breakfast. Being the always hungry and big eater, i said why not. Then when they picked me up from the LRT station, they said they we going to eat pork noodles and asked me what i ate with my friend. I told them i would tell them later, after eating. They were laughing when i told them. So at the end i ate 2 bowls of pork noodles that morning.

This afternoon, i just sat in front of the TV set and watch movies till i fell asleep. Then i was woken up by my sister to eat some noodles my dad bought which were so tasty and delicious. Then i watched some "Along" movie which was about a guy who married a along as a wife. It was quite hilarious but as always, it was also very educating(cause it was directed by the director of I not Stupid).

In the evening, i went to Gloria's house to meet up with some old friends of my sister and some of mine. Wasn't i surprised to see all of them. Each and every of them have all look different from their previous secondary school kid look. I realized that we are now all grown ups( teenagers la more likely ^^) and most of them are very matured already. Its very nice to see all of them again and as always there are always those few that brings joy to the crowd.(That guy, needless for me to say is of course Tai Yi Jet la ^^).

I was nice seeing all of you guys again. By the way if u guys read this and still don't know that i'll be going back only on the 1st, i would just like to say my hp no. is 0122030342 and i welcome any of u guys to call me and maybe we can have a cup of tea and have a chat anytime soon. ^^

Saturday, July 12, 2008

Disappointment

Today i went back to my secondary school to have a look at my friends and also take a look at the class choir competition that is going on today. I went back to school at 11.30am more likely i reached there and upon reaching my teacher brought me in so i wouldn't have to go through such a long and painful process trying to get into the school.

After reaching i followed my teacher into the main hall where a conference was being held. There i saw some of my old friends and after that i just walked around in school aimlessly trying to kill time.

Oh yeah to the birthday boys of the day- Dao Xiang and Dao Zhuo i would like to wish u guys a very very happy birthday and hope you guys will be happy and will be successful in everything you do.

Haiz ... I was a little disappointed by the way a certain person treated me today. Even though that person was busy preparing for the competition, i felt very isolated by that person.

Maybe i need to try to be calm and think straightly and rationally before taking any further actions. For know, I'll just let things flow...

Friday, July 11, 2008

Feeling's of the day

Wa !! I am still tired from the things that i did yesterday. I was working in CE(Crystal Edge) doing data entry today but half way through i fell asleep cause i was really really tired. Hehehe^^

Tomorrow is Saturday which means I can get to rest from my work and for the 1st time since i have came back from Russia, this Saturday doesn't come with a dinner that we have to prepare for my relatives who are coming to my house to see me and at the same time send of my sister. But, hehe^^ there is always a but... I just got news that one of our family's close friend is coming over tomorrow for dinner. ><" At least that is only 2 people so i think there will not be much preparation need to be done.

Also, tomorrow i will be going back to my secondary school to see my friends. At last!!! You wouldn't have know how long i have been waiting for this to happen. I am really anxious to see my friends again. To have a look at what has happened to them, how do they look now and other stuffs.

Haiz... Now that i have said everything i can. I can only think of 1 thing. The girl that has been on my mind since last year. My feelings for her started just before i went back to Russia. I never believe in long distance relationship but i really really want this to happen.

I haven't fall for a girl for this long. Sometimes, i just don't know what do girls think. Even though that it is already a known fact that girls may not mean what they say or do the exact opposite of what they just said, I still have no idea on how to read through a girls message. Whether she is trying to give me some tips on how she feels for me or is she just saying that in a friends point of view.

I am so confused that i have even tried to get help and ask my friends for their opinion on decephering what does her messages mean. I just hope that she feels the same way i feel for her and for her to understand the fear and uncertainty that i have deep inside my heart.

I can only try my best to let her see how much she means to me and how much i want to be beside her no matter what happens.

Thursday, July 10, 2008

An exhausting day

Today i woke up at around 5am and after taking my bath and dressing up i went for breakfast with my father before heading to the LRT station to take the train to KLCC. Like the day before,i reached KLCC at around 6.30am and then proceed for briefing before going to our post to get ready.

The day when quite smoothly. Oh yeah, by the way, the prime minister of Australia was in the same floor with me today.He went to the convention center for some events which were on the same floor but different place. But, too bad, i didn't get to meet or more correctly i didn't get to see him. ><"

Oh, when i tried to go back at 6.30pm, believe it or not, the KLCC station was full of people lining or more likely standing together to GO INTO the station. Yes, you are right, they were outside standing to get INTO the station not buy the tickets. So i just end up watching movie with my friend to kill some time.

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

1st day at SAP summit and a brand new day!!!

Hi, My name is Nathaniel Ho Kit Voon. I am 18 years old this year and is currently studying at Kursk State Medical University. I come from a family which is neither rich nor poor. Let's just say that my parents can manage our expenses as long as we spent the money wisely. Oh yeah, my family consist of my father, mother, sister and me . ^^

My parents are still working their ass off for the sake of me and my sister which I am very grateful of and have no idea how can I ever repay them other than studying hard. ^^ My sister is going off to study in Australia this month and i think she is studying in NSW.

Now about myself. I graduated from my secondary school(Chong Hwa High School Malaysia, KL) in year 2006 and then i went to KSMU(Kursk State Medical University) which i am currently studying in.

I am a average guy, not very handsome, quite tall from what i heard( around 180cm) and well built(i think i am fat though ^^) I was an athlete but am no longer doing any training since 2005. (I was a Wushu State Representative, sounds more impresive than what i really am ><")

Today, I worked for CE(Crystal Edge) who in turned manage the program of SAP Summit which was held in KLCC convention center. This is a 2 day event. Today, I was given the post at the CEO Forum registration counter. We were told to report to duty at 6.30am that day. Lucky for me, my parents brought me out for "dim sum" then send me there(i live in Paramaount, PJ).

Upon reaching, we were told to have a light breakfast before starting to work. Not long after i sat down. I was told to bring some stuff over to my working area. Man, these stuff were very heavy even in the trolley and min you, i was wearing a full formal uniform (coat and all ) and the air-conditioners weren't switched on yet. I was sweating as if i just had a bath and wore my clothes without drying myself.

The task i had to do wasn't too difficult thanks to my colleagues and Miss May Fong. Although there were a few fussy customers but all in all it was still considered a smooth and easy task.

Me and my colleagues were starving till 2pm as we couldn't leave our post for lunch but we were rewarded by having the CEO's lunch unlike the others who had their meal in the secretariat.

Oh yeah, by the way just for your knowledge. I am now back for my summer holidays and as the saying goes there is no place like home!!! Malaysia still feels better after being away from home. Those who don't agree with me will when they have been overseas(or more correctly to Russia). No offense to people in Russia, but i think comparing Russia to Malaysia, I would never ever go to Russia anytime after my graduation as that place is a pure torture to me. ^^

I would like to thank some of my friends(Jian Shen, Hui Key, Adrian, Sam ...) and my family who have been supporting me all these years and would also like to extend my apologies to those that i have offended.

Till next time...

TATA