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Today is just like any other days like before. We all wake up and do the exact same thing we did last Monday, the one before the last Monday and so on and so forth. Sometimes do you wonder aren't the life we are leading a little bit over routine liked and fixed ?

OK, maybe this Monday maybe a little different as some of you may have experience the uneventful road blocks placed by the police to prevent any protest from going on. And after causing a massive jam all over the city center, at the end of the day it was a success rite ??? Hehehe. Nice one really.

Other than that, today was pretty uneventful. I went to work, and since they think i type much faster than any of them which isn't true in any sense, I was given double the workload and was expected to finish it at the same time. Nuts rite?? But, welcome to reality guys. Nothing much to fret of actually.

Sometimes, do you wonder, what you have done for your friends and family. Do they know and appreciate it?? Do they know that what you are doing is for them ?? Is it really necessary to do such a thing in order to get or court a girl that you like?

I do think of myself as a fool once in a while. Sitting down in a corner, squeezing my brain juices and wondering why on earth would i have done that and why did i choose to do anything like that in the first place. We may amaze ourselves by the way we do thing that we thought that we would never be doing.

I have no idea what i have wrote above and have no clue what i will write next. For now, I just feel like having someone by my side to lend me a shoulder and let me just lie on it. I do not think that i still have any guts to tell my worries to my friends as i find that i can really rely on any of them.

I still can't make up my mind on the girl i like. I really want to try my best to court her but at most of the times her reactions just make me feel like she is ignoring me and makes me feel very left out. Seeing her rather chat with her ex over me makes me wonder if she really cares about me ??

I have been back for more than 3 weeks already and she hasn't been replying my messages lately, not calling me, not going on9 and how on earth am i supposed to contact her other than calling which i can afford to do it every single freaking day because my family is having financial problems ??? What the hell am i supposed to do ???